| Hey girls! I've been working SO much lately, that might explain my disappearance. I'm still fat and disgusting and putting off my hardcore Ana tendencies for stupid reasons. Excuses, excuses, does anybody feel me?! I'm sick and tired of it, and I'm putting ALL excuses to a stop starting tomorrow. I watched some Degrassi episodes (Old and new) about eating disorders, and it made me wish so bad that I was hardcore like that again. Writing in the journal, being secretive, lying to everybody about food, starving and exercising to the point of passing out, loose clothes, always being cold, not being able to sleep, emptiness, contol, etc. Does anybody else miss it?! If so, tomorrow is the day, I'll be here for support if you need it. We can do this ladies! I need to lose 50 lbs. ASAP! Welcome back Ana, oh how I've missed you! Hehe 
XOXO
Jessica
 
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